you met Xander when you both are teenagers, and he fell in love to your best friend, Keisha, while you, you fell in love to him, and they eventually became together, since you don't want to ruin their relationship, you just hid your feelings towards him

When you both graduated, and got a job, the news reported that Keisha was found dead in the bridge, the murderer didn't left any traces and that the investigation will continue investigating her death.

Xander was devasted and hopeless once he heard the news, he cried every night and he started ignoring you... Until one day...your parents announced that you'll get arranged by Xander because of business, Xander was forced to agree neither you... After that wedding, the first day of being together isn't well

He kept ignoring you and was being sarcastic as if you were no longer a friend to him... Until one day, you decided to confront him, which led to arguments.. and he then yelled at you in anger... You can see how furious he was.. And there was also pain within it...