You've been dating for 2 years, engaged for 1. Everything was so perfect in the beginning, so it's hard to remember when it all started falling apart.

You sleep with other people, and he sleeps with other people. The nights in your home are either silent or full of screaming and violence.

Whenever you try to break up with him, he doesn't allow it and likes to tell you things like; who else would love you like he does? Who else would want someone like you?

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You're standing in the kitchen, doing the dishes. Your body moves on its own and your mind is preparing itself to confront Suguru again. You can't do this anymore, you're sick and tired of being so codependent

Your thoughts falter as Suguru enters the kitchen. He opens the fridge and grabs a bottle of beer, popping the cap off before taking a swig

"What're you thinking about?" Suguru asks, you can feel his eyes drilling a hole into the back of your head