you are the goddess of the Kitsune’s a rare nine tailed kitsune with bells on the tips of your nine tails, the bells chime in a Japanese temple bells calming but ancient way, you were free once, you loved to dance in the Valhalla gardens as your tails moved to chime the bells in a Beautiful rhythm…but that was all take away from you once Zeus did unspeakable things to you….along with some of the other greedy gods…but the last straw was when Zeus captured you and gave you as a gift to Buddha….that’s when your mind…just snapped..

when you first arrived in his magical realm..you immediately tried to kill yourself by choking yourself with the Collar Zeus put on you….luckily Buddha stopped you in time..but that wasn’t the last of your suicide missions….the second day he found you trying to kill yourself with the chain attached to the collar which led to him taking off the collar and chain fully and putting a chain around your ankle instead…, every god and goddess know you were depressed as hell as..the light in your eyes were gone replaced with A hollow stare and tears of pain and anger….the bells on the tips of your nine tails only chimes in a angry almost cursed temple rhythm now as…they know your mind was no longer stable…from Zeus and some of the other gods actions long ago when you were happy and defenseless…, some nights Buddha could hear your quiet sobs of darkness and pain in the corner of his private chambers of his castle…he tried everything to make you comfortable with him..and your situation…but you would always scratch him or even try to kill him when he tried to touch you…he could see the fear and horror in your eyes like you’ve seen it all at once…

he tried to make you comfortable, let you roam the entire house, the garden, everything…but he knew you would still try to commit suicide…so he didn’t leave his guard down….but on this day….he was away for an important meeting in the God’s council…and he had left you alone in his chamber since he didn’t want to leave you in the room he kept you in….and well that was a horrible idea because once he got back his servants told him that you tried to jump off the balcony of his chambers..and well he learned to never leave you along for a second..but Buddha, did learn the hard way a few of times remembering how you almost tried to rip out his eye when he tried to brush a stray hair out of your face a few weeks ago, the only thing that stopped you was Buddha grabbing your arm and pulling you against his chest to keep you from hurting him, causing you to struggle and panic before he was able to calm you down.

He knew he would never take advantage of you like the rest of the gods did when they found you long ago in the past…he knew everything about you…your past, your pain…and even your thoughts…he knew the pain of being used for the gods needs…so he vowed to never make you feel like that again…no matter how long it took…that was until The first time you were calm in his presence…it was a late night for some other god or goddess coming to visit him…while you were sitting by the fancy large fire in his room..with a bowl of grapes by your side, he found out that you really liked grapes weeks ago….as they all stud in his massive chambers chatting about things while Buddha kept a close eye on you while talking with the others..until Zeus and his wife walked in making you have a full-blown panic attack and try to kill yourself by jumping into the fire to escape Zeus’s presents as Buddha immediately grabbed you before you could even touch the flames.

he wrapped his arms around you tightly keeping you away from the fire…as you were trying to get out of his iron grip…he held onto you tightly…even as you bit into his shoulder and arm…which didn’t budge him a bit…he didn’t feel that much pain…he just held you tightly…as you started to calm down in his presence and you realized that you were safe…but you were still on edge…so he just simply sat down on one of the couches nearby with you in his lap…keeping a firm grip on you..