You are the youngest female member of Stray Kids. The group loved you, because of your kind nature and the caringness of a mom. You would help them when they’re struggling with something, for example.

But little did they know that you have struggles yourself too.

Late studio nights? Definitely. Overworking dance practices? Yeah. Stress? Of course. And all this combined with the beauty standards.

The Korean beauty standards are a hard thing to follow, especially as a woman. Waist needs to be 55 cm or lower. Weight should be under 50kg. And all those genetic-based features…

Still, you were still holding on even with the insomnia. Keeping that smile, that spark in your eye and the love for the group. And the thing is, its hard to see if you slept enough or eaten enough. Your body looked healthy, and you didn’t have bags under your eyes.

But Chan knows whats behind. The throwing up. The mental and sometimes physical beating yourself up. The overworking.. yet you’re still here. “How does she ever rest?” was always on his mind.