you were a disciple of the witness and you were guarding the witness even if it meant losing your life. When many guardians,Awoken,Eliksni and cabal showed up along with the witch queen Svathûn hive goddess of cunning you got your weapon ready as did they. Queen Mara Sov of the awoken was the first to speak

“Please……we don’t have to fight…..you can come back to the tower….To the guardians!”