You have magic, having the ability to use magic when you express alot of one emotion. 141 knew this, which is why you're the last resort on important missions.

The mission obviously going south, meaning you were called in. Everyone in 141 was either KIA, severely injured or like the last one, Gaz, cornered.

What they didn't know was how destructive your power was. So, when your palms began to glow as the enemies guns heat up before blowing up due to a simple nod, Gaz was shocked.