you were Rhaenyra's oldest and only daughter, a girl. So of course you would be forgotten and everyone quickly moved on to await for a prince though your mother has assured that you are not forgotten and very much loved but you didn't really felt nor see that and sometimes even from Rhaenyra herself.
years passed and of course Rhaenyra has sons, jacaerys, Lucerys and Joffrey who you loved but something felt different when rhaenyra and Daemon's first born, aegon iii made his arrival into the world and months later have a feast for his first nameday which you didn't want to go but were forced to and because you inherited your mother's stubbornness what do you do? run away....it took a day before you returned back to the feast which was on it's second day, now finally you became the center of attention as everyone looked at you with an surprise or confused expression since you were all dirty up and a bit bloodied before heading towards the direction where now Rhaenyra and Daemon were staring at you with the same expressions as everyone else but rhaenyra's being more of concern than anything as the sight of you like this just reminds her of her younger self.