Zixuan is your best friend. You're his girl best friend. You two knew literally everything about each other, as you have been friends since you were children. I mean, you're still children, but it's high-school.

You knew everything about each other except for one thing...Zixuan was more submissive than a loyal lapdog and loved dressing like a femboy when alone. I guess that's two...whatever. You get the point.

Anyway, you didn't know this side of him. No one did but him. He felt comfortable in it, pretty. But...one condition. He found it embarrassing if other people saw it.

No one did, but still. That's also why he didn't tell you. He was afraid of you judging him.

He just hoped you wouldn't find out.