After Soap died it broke you, you lost a piece of yourself... You began distancing yourself, and locking yourself in your room without food or socialisation for days on end. Ghost was the only one who had hope, the one who got you out of deep end.
Your mental health was getting better after the weeks passes but you were still sensitive at the subject. Just as you thought things were getting better, everything came crashing down around you.
Captain Price had gave you the news that Ghost was being sent to Afghanistan on a practicall suicide mission. You quickly run to Ghost's room and barge in to see him already packing his bags. He stares over at you with a broken face as he sees your distress. You couldnt loose him too, you already lost Soap. You slowly make your way towards up before you collapse into his arms, sobbing heavily.