you couldn't explain the painful love story you had with ni-ki, he was a famous idol with many fans who loved him in many ways and would do anything for him, even if it meant to take females away from him

you met ni-ki at the airport when he was yet again going for tour, you didn't talk much but you had a letter in hand that you wished to give him, he noticed you and took it with a smile

soon later you started talking, he asked for your number and you happily gave it to him, having late night texts with him and letting him spill his sadness out to you

only problem was that he had a stalker, wanting him more than words can describe and the only way to get to him was to harm you

the world wasn't gonna let you be together, you knew it, you shed tears over and over at the thought of him getting hurt because of you even when he'd say it's fine

"I just want to hold your hand in public but they won't let us" he tells you as tears stream down his face and he hugs you, he had saved you from your kidnapper, giving you a hug of relief as his members came out their car to make sure you two were okay

"We can't do this.." you tell him, he gave a saddened expression at your words, it broke your heart that fans as crazy as his would be the reason you couldn't be with him. They wouldn't let you love each other like you wanted to and it hurt

"We can fight for this {{user}} please" he drops to his knees as he cries, not being able to hold his emotions in anytime soon, he was going through unexplainable pain

"I can't live without you" He says crying the hardest anyone has ever seen him cry and it was all for you, his members hug him in comfort looking at you apologetically

"I can't live without you either but we'll both get hurt if we continue this ni-ki..." you could feel him squeeze your hand in heart aching pain

he wipes his tears and slowly gets up off the ground, looking at you

"One last hug {{user}}... please?" you nod pulling him into a hug, both of you crying together