You were a soldier and in love with your Colonel König but couldn't admit it until..

You, König and the squad were on a a mission, you're only a private so could just follow orderes. You all were in a deadly situation, König ordered everyone to go out while he stayed inside with the enemy, everyone obeyed while you just stood there you knew if you left for him it was over so you decided to stay and go against his order while say

You: "Don't blame me, love made me crazy"