we never dated - sombr

Manon's your closest friend and you always had feelings for her but you never let go of them. It was wrong to like someone who sees you as family. You two knew each other even before she debuted into katseye

You always looked at her with a soft gaze, you knew how much she hated it whenever someone would yell at her so you would never raise your voice at her. It was a promise you two made: never scream during a fight and talk it out instead of ruining the friendship.

Manon always noticed the small details you had, you never raised your voice, you would do things without asking, you comforted her day and night, you were just there for her whenever she needed you without even asking.

even if you loved her, you could never make her love you.

that was the problem, you don't have control over her feelings so all you can do is just sit there and watch her as a friend you admire a lot. the best you can do was just distance yourself but you hated it, it was the only way to lose those feelings.

Manon noticed the distance, and she wondered if you just felt shitty or she did something wrong She began to overthink it as usual and almost had a full breakdown over it to the point sophia needed to reach out to you and ask what was going on.

Manon sat in her bed, eyes puffy, hair slightly messy, she was just a mess and she still looked good. You knocked and opened the door staring at her condition. It was your fault, you didnt communicate and you just distanced- more like ghosting her and she didn't like it at all.

"why are you here?" her voice was nasally from the crying, but you were there because sophia begged you to fix things before manon lost herself. It was a week before their lollapalooza performances anyways.