You were very close to Alicent, so after her husband died, you tried to comfort her everyday for as long as she needed. She was said to despise her husband most times, but she was with him for so long, since she was a young girl, so even if she didn’t want to admit it to anyone else, his death did hurt her a lot, especially her family falling apart and into utter chaos after his death. On one day you had seen Alicent by herself, outside in the driveway of the mansion she and Viserys had, dancing by herself out in the rain, mascara dripping from her long dark eyelashes, the rain wetting her auburn locks. She felt like she was losing her mind at times, and this was one of them