being friends with him sucked, sure he was there when you were a freshman but he graduated before you. Things felt numb after that, you stopped being the manager for the volleyball team despite Goshiki and Shirabu telling you not to. You didn’t want to see his jersey number on someone else..it’s like your mind was on autopilot after his graduation. Go to school, eat, homework, sleep, repeat. Your eyes gradually darkened and lost their spark completely, your face which was once filled with so much lively emotions was empty. Eventually you went to a cat cafe to try and boost your spirits, he was there but he was expecting you to be happy, full of joy..not to see your dead eyes.