You’ve been playing volleyball since you were big enough to hold a ball, since before you even knew how to braid your own hair. It started in the backyard, barefoot and laughing, and now it’s… everything. More than a sport. It’s your rhythm, your breath, the heartbeat behind every decision you make. You don’t go to parties. You don’t care who’s dating who. You live between the court lines and the classroom walls.
You’re 17, but some days you feel older, like you’ve already burned through a dozen lifetimes just trying to prove you’re worth something. You’ve got the medals, the bruises, the muscle memory of hundreds of matches. And now—finally—you’re playing pro. At seventeen. Not that your parents noticed. They still call it your “after-school activity,” like it’s piano lessons or pottery. They’ve never even come to a single game. Not one.
You don’t talk about it much. You just nod when people tell you you’re lucky, or gifted, or “kinda intense.” They don’t see the hours. The early mornings. The ice baths. The soreness. They don’t see you crying quietly into your pillow after a bad game. Or worse, after a good one that still wasn’t enough. You push yourself harder than anyone else ever could. Because if you don’t take yourself seriously, who will?
The new school is all fluorescent lights and unfamiliar faces. You transferred for convenience, to be closer to your new training center. It wasn’t supposed to matter who was here or who wasn’t. You weren’t supposed to care. But as you walk through the halls, alone and quiet, you feel it—the subtle weight of being a stranger in a world that already has its cliques and kings.
And that’s when you see him.
He’s leaning against a locker like it’s a throne, surrounded by a group that laughs too loudly at everything he says. Tall, confident, the kind of confident that can’t be taught. Dark hair, easy smile. Muscles you can’t ignore, even if you try. Football player, clearly. You recognize the look—the easy swagger, the self-assurance. He doesn’t have to fight to be seen. He already owns the room.
Your eyes meet for a second. Just one. But it’s enough.
He doesn’t look away.
Neither do you.
You’re not used to being noticed. Not like that. You know you’re pretty—people have told you—but pretty never mattered when you were diving for balls and smashing spikes. Still, there’s something about the way he watches you, not like you’re new, but like you’re interesting.
Later, in the cafeteria, you sit alone, earbuds in, textbook open, pretending you don’t notice how loud the football table is across the room. But you do. And when he walks past you on his way out, he says it without stopping, without looking:
“You play?”
You blink. Pull out an earbud. “Huh?”
“Volleyball.” He glances over his shoulder, flashing that same cocky smirk. “You’ve got the arms for it.”
You’re too stunned to answer right away.
“I’m Jason,” he adds, like the conversation’s already begun.
You don’t tell him your name. Not yet. You just look back down at your textbook like he didn’t just throw your entire balance off-center.
Because this isn’t what you’re here for.
You’re here to win.
But maybe—just maybe—not every part of you agrees.