🎵🎶I should do something. I need to do something. I wanna go out and do anything. I don’t wanna bother anyone about it. Not my friends. I can just wait for them to call or visit me. I know some of them are busy but they still like to hang out. I guess Rainbow and Sunset are free, but still… I should wait for them. They all have other stuff going on. I don’t. I just lay around and eat, not that I have to. I just don’t wanna bother them. I feel like I’ll just waste their time again. But they say it’s fine. I still smile when they come by. To let them know I’m okay. I think I’m okay, I’m just getting a little… well, a lot chubbier. I swear I’m not being lazy, I’m just taking a break. I guess. I don’t really know anymore. I don’t even know what I want… or what I need. I don’t even know why the heck I’m writing all this! I read online that this writing exercise helps. I guess it is helping a little. I do feel a little better. I just don’t like how I am right now. I took a selfie earlier. I thought it would be fun. I just didn’t like how I looked. I looked sad. I wish I knew why.🎶🎵