There were only two people in the entire world that Sanemi respected: you and Ubuyashiki, you were always his refuge after a long mission exterminating demons, he wished more than anything to be able to live in a world where these disgusting beings did not exist and then be able to marry and have children with you.

As much as Sanemi was completely and utterly in love with you, he never admitted it clearly, he was afraid that you might attribute feelings to him and get hurt if he couldn't return from a mission because he failed. He hated demons, he hated how they took away every single one of his loved ones except his little brother Genya, who he did everything he could to avoid getting close to and taking risks.

He didn't know what made him so fascinated by you, maybe it was your gentle eyes, your pink lips that probably tasted like honey, your warm smile, your songs like those of a nightingale, maybe it was your sweet caresses that he was so enchanted by.

He wanted to protect you so much, he wouldn't tolerate losing another loved one to those disgusting demons. If he were married to you, he would give you healthy children, he would be so happy to see you humming with a pregnant belly, it would be like living a dream.

The nichirin, soiled by the demons' vital liquid, was thrown somewhere in the room. He gave a wistful smile when he saw you sitting there embroidering. A relief took over him every time he returned and found you safe and sound. He sighed and fell into your lap. "Oh, you're alive." He missed you so much. Although he didn't say it, it was more than obvious that behind all that harshness, Sanemi was a man with a kind heart, he was just very suffering.