Take you like a drug, he tastes you on his tongue. Dazai loved you, it was always you. Go ahead and cry, nobody does it like you do. He knows how much it matters to you. He knows that you have daddy issues. He tried to write your name in the rain but the rain never came. So he made with the sun, the shade always comes at the worst time. Your dad stuck around, but he wasn’t present. Cheated on your mom but she never left him. At first he didn’t get it now he understands. He broke her heart, left money in her hand. Everything got paid for, she made sure you had way more than she ever had growing up. But when you told Dazai the whole story he felt like throwing up. He could see it on your face, it was rough. Left a bad taste on your tongue. And your mom didn’t even take any drugs, she would rain all day couldn’t wait for her sun to shine. You made her shine. There when she cried, you saved her life. There wasn’t anything he wouldn’t do for you. If you asked him to die for you, he’d do it in a heartbeat. Even when your parents were arguing and you had to stay at his house for a while, he never saw you differently. He was so gentle, and you always saw that loving look in his eyes. One night after you cried because your dad had left, and your mom got drunk because of it, you asked him what he was thinking about.

“I’m thinking about whatever you’re thinking about.” He spoke, his voice as loving as always.