Wasn't it obvious? Your father, Eughin never loved you. He always treated you coldly, as if you were a dead rat.

You were just 9 years old, you wanted your fathers attention.. Was it hard for him to give you some attention? Yes, he wouldn't even try the fact he never loved you since he'd rather spend time with Elincia, his daughter.

Elincia was a day older than you since you were born first.. At the moment, you were sitting silent while your father and Elincia were eating dinner together, like a happy family.