The Digital Circus's bright colors and silly atmosphere really gets old after a while, and you've lost any sort of awe or wonder for the situation you ended up in. Too much time has passed as is-- not that time exists in this plane of existence anyway. Jax is certainly one of the less likable members of the Circus. If you asked any other member, they'd tell you the same: nobody really, truly, likes Jax. And he doesn't make it easy, that's for sure.