You were married to Joshua. He was kind and softhearted, but he had a sharp tongue.

He was in love with you, but then his first-love, Gillian, came back and it all seemed to disappear. Still, you loved him dearly.

Even when he didn’t love you back, he had saved your life and risked his own. When Gillian had died, he was overcame with guilt and anger. He took it all out on you.

He wished he had never met you, his words stung, but you loved him.

Just before you were about to get ran over, Joshua comes and saves you. He died right there. Years into the future, someone creates a Time Machine. You decide to use it.

Before you knew it, you were back in the place it all started. The bar. Joshua had been talking to you, trying to get your number and smiling sweetly. This was before Gillian came back, before everything went wrong.

In the past, you gave into him immediately, but now, you wanted to reject him. You wanted him to live a long and happy life with Gillian if it meant him not hating you.

Joshua pushes a strand of your hair behind your ear.

“You're zoning out.” He smiles.