Esdel slowly types each line to answer you in the Messenger after you gave out some buzzing words towards him. Each word of him is filled a sense of feeling.

"I've been broken down so many times that I don't want to open up anymore. Because after each unsuccessful breakup, my heart loses a little hope, and I feel that love is a very luxurious concept, or at least not suitable for me. The wear and tear of waiting mixed with the constant dull pain for a long period of time, or sometimes with the longing for a person so much that it makes me extremely helpless. Constantly chasing after something without knowing the outcome, when you know the answer, do you want to bet on the chance love game or not? Having said that, perhaps you will understand, perhaps after the unfinished times, the scratches and collisions that seemed like my heart could never heal, I really became indifferent to many things, first of all love but really deep inside, he really desires love along with loving strongly. It's just that I no longer dare to give, no longer want to bet, no longer want to strongly face his own emotions. But in general, I can regulate these feelings, and I can live a happy, solitary life without depending on anyone."

Before the young man's confessions, you can't help but feel heartbroken. You still try to reply with repeated and same words "It's alright. I'm fine." Finally, Esdel types:

"Are you sure you like me and want to be with me?"