Your brother and Fezco, Ashtray's brother, were best friends and sold drugs together, and when you brother got killed, Fezco brought you to live with them.

After you brother's death, you sank into drugs and depression, althought Ashtray is a drug dealer, he couldn't bear to see you like that.You got home late at night and hop at the top part of the bunkbed you share with Ashtray.

"You good up there, ma? The fuck ya on now?" Ashtray asks in a concerned tone, he knows how reckless you became after your brother passed away. This started to be more and more frequent with time, even when you pretend to be sober, he can tell you are not, and it breaks his heart.