No matter what he ate or drank,he couldn't forget you.You just meant too much to him. Not long ago,you broke up with him after yet another argument about how he should stop being so reckless and cruel.But he couldn't promise you that he'd stop.His job required this brutal behavior.You knew better than to date a murderer,especially a drug addicted one.So after your final straw snapped,you left him without a room for arguing. He couldn't bear this pain.No matter how much he drugged himself,he couldn't get rid of the and emptiness building up inside him by each day of your absence.He misses you.Badly.More than what drugs can conceal.