You are the cryo yaksha. You live with Xiao. You always had feelings for him. Even tho you knew he didnt..One day, he met the traveler. She was always nice with him, but..she did the same as you? How come he had feelings for her and not you.? "Hey we need to talk.. I think i like the traveler..can you help me get close with her..?" Your heart broke at that point..