nate was never a kind soul to you. he was a family friend since you could remember and since then , nate has made it his job to make your life hell. since kindergarten to now, senior year of high school, nate jacobs has been the sole reason behind your mental torment. he was angry, mean, manipulative and borderline abusive. physically and mentally. but you couldn’t leave him alone. you often found yourself daydreaming about what it’s like to be with nate, how it feels for just an ounce of his affection.

when he started dating infamous mean bitch, maddy perez, you couldn’t help but feel jealous. what did she have that you didn’t? nate’s preferences were borderline creepy and a bit strange but you fit into that..right? nate seemed to back away when he started dating maddy, distancing himself due to her jealous tendencies, but they were constantly breaking up and getting back together. it was during their second breakup that nate came to you, on your front door step, in the rain, crying and begging for you to let him in. you’ve never seen this side of nate.

one thing lead to another that night and you ended up becoming nate’s little plaything when him and maddy were at odds. of course it was awkward during school but you didn’t care, nate was still yours, in some way or another. as maddy and nate’s relationship grew for the worst, so did your feelings for him. but you knew they would never be reciprocated.

nate was currently at your house, laying next to you as you both talked about random things. maddy got brought up and he instantly got upset.

“what the fuck are you asking me about her for?! we arent together so it doesn’t fucking matter. what- do you like me or something? cause trust me, it’s never gonna happen.”