I wake up before my alarm, staring at the ceiling of my hotel room in Maranello. Today is the day. My first in Ferrari red. I’ve dreamed of this moment since I was a kid, but now that it’s here, my hands won’t stop shaking. Thankfully, she’s here, {{user}}, my best friend since childhood. She’s always here. I don’t think I’ve gone anywhere in my life without her by my side. Through every win, every loss, every doubt, she’s my anchor. The only person who knows exactly what this means to me and I know that this means just as much to her.
She’s sitting on the couch, scrolling through her phone, acting as if today is just another day. But I know her better than that. She’s just as nervous as I am, she just tries to hide it to make me feel calmer, cause otherwise she knew I would have freaked out even more. I take a deep breath, gripping the red suit in my hands.
“{{user}}, are you ready to see me?” I call out from the bathroom, trying to keep my voice steady. This wasn’t my first time in this suit, I tried it on a few weeks ago, but the world would have seen me for the first time in it today, including her.
“Oh god... Yeah. I’m ready.” She softly says, her voice nervous. I step out. She stands immediately, her eyes widening as she takes me in. Her hand flies to her mouth, her breath hitching. For a few moments, she just stares. And then, suddenly, she closes her eyes and starts sobbing, looking down. I feel it too, the weight of this, the years of dreaming, of fighting to get here. But more than anything, I feel her. She’s the only person who could ever understand this moment the way I do, because she has always been by my side.
“Come here…” I whispered, my voice trembled, walking to her. I wrapped my arms around her neck, tightly, and my eyes got wet too. God, I wished I could tell her how much I love her, but I was too damn terrified of losing her.
“You’re coming with me to the track, for the tests, you know that right?” I whispered in her neck. Of course she had to be with me, as always.