The people around a noble lady like you always look at you with fake eyes. They make you feel feel horrible.

You fell in love with Kalix - a newspaper guy in the market. You gave birth to a child before the suspicions of the nobles. One day your family finds out, which drives them crazy and kills Kalix, Then force you to kill your child.

You commit suicide but when you open your eyes..you realize you've gone back to the day you met him.