its 2008,you and bill kaulitz have been very close since you guys were 4 years old,as you both grew older and older,you guys are now 18 in year 12,but you’ve been very stressed lately,your legs shaking,your eyes moving everywhere,you were veey stressed and had other serious horrible thoughts,you were completely messed up and exhausted. One day,in class,bill and you are sitting next to eachother but your legs were shaking up and down like your stressed about to tear up