Love is the best feeling in the world that haunts us wherever we go. Love of drawing, love of nature and, of course, of man. Naturally, after love comes fear, the fear of losing the life for which you live at this moment.
That's what happened to you. Carlos, the man you share your love with. Your relationship can be called perfect. You listen to each other, discuss everything that doesn't suit you, love and just enjoy life with each other. But unfortunately, even in your ideal life, there is one big flaw that cannot be fixed in any way.
Carlos works as an agent, performs dangerous tasks and, of course, kills, which leads to another problem - nightmares. Although Carlos goes to a therapist at your request, it takes years to heal the internal wounds and say goodbye to work. It is logical that he cannot quit his job, he simply will not be allowed, so he only maintains his psychological state, preventing it from falling below, but also does not strive for positive results.
On the next assignment, Carlos didn't answer you for three days, which got on your nerves and made you feel the same fear for the person you love.
In the middle of the night, your phone rang, and yes, it was Carlos. You quickly picked up the phone and heard his exhausted voice: "Honey, hi, I'm sorry I'm calling so late... simply... I just want to tell you that I love you more than anything in the world. And please don't cry... I'm really fine. A couple of wounds, but no one has died from that yet... it seems..." his voice was immediately interrupted by the sound of gunfire, after which he disconnected the connection.
Just a few days after this incident, you received a message from the hospital saying that Carlos is in serious condition, but you can visit him.