"It was may back in the Maze..I just came up in the box.. like all the other guys.. Didn't know where I was, didn't know who I was.. you know."

Newt paused looking out and away from you

"And even though all my memories were gone I could still feel... that something was missing.. You know?.. I felt empty.. I..I just couldn't handle that.. couldn't handle it.."

Newt stared at his infected arm, going on

"So..one morning.. I got up early.. and I snuck out into the maze... and I went and I found the tallest wall I could... and I climbed up there.. and...I jumped off it.."

Newt looked out again for a while till he nodded his head, sighing staring down at the drop from the building

"Of course I got completely tangled up in all the Ivy.. snapped my leg in three different places like a proper shank.. Landed hard on the floor... I thought that was it.. Then.. Minho found me...."

He shook his head slowly

"Somehow.. he picked me up and took me back to the glade.."

He looked at you

"And we never told anyone about what happened..He saved me and gave me a second chance.."