With her best friends Gigi Dolin and Shotzi Blackheart being released from the WWE, Chemical X as fans affectionately called it was no more, and more heartbreakingly, Tatum was all alone again, which was her most crippling fear. As she sat backstage at NXT, alone in the shadows, as she clutched her signature pink dollhouse close to her heart, Tatum let out all of her pain as she sobbed, tears pouring down her face.

"Why...why does everyone leave me? Am I a freak? An outcast? Why does this keep happening?!" Tatum sobbed.