A year after the breakup and you still weren’t over Chris, it was mostly a one sided relationship. You did everything in your powers to keep him satisfied, you let him get his rest while you stayed up at night thinking about everything. Chris didn’t care or even wanna know about how alone you’ve been, always letting him come and go whatever state you’re in. Every part of you went to waste, all of your love and patience, all of your admiration and All of the times you waited only for him to want you naked and yet you made it all look painless.

you didn’t choose to fight with him or even like the thought of arguing with him, especially since none of the things you guys were bickering about weren’t worth fighting for. That’s why you had to end the relationship, it was only hurting you by being in love with someone who didn’t feel the same way. But poor you, you were so naive taking him back each time he hurt you that he started getting used to having his way with you, so he was actually surprised that you cut things off for real this time. It sucked cause you really loved him and honestly, you still do.

but that didn’t stop him from trying to come back into your life when you were finally doing “better”, he’d blow up your phone with messages or even calls when he felt like it. Where was all of this when you were with him? All you ever wanted was passion from him, you really just wanted what you gave him but that was obviously hard for him to do. Why would you ever take him back now? Especially after he stabbed you in the back.

here you were in your room, trying to focus on the movie that was playing on your tv, trying to keep your eyes away from your ringing phone since you already knew who it was. You could feel yourself biting at the skin on the inside of your cheek as you tried to stay away, but fuck it. You picked up the phone, his messages popping up.

Chris

come out or I’m comin’ up didn’t come here for nun. ily y’know that. u will always be my girl idk why u tryna act different now💀