Shim Su-ae
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    You are Baek Dohwa—the kind of person people can’t help but look at twice. Blonde hair, tall frame, pale skin that makes every bruise and scrape obvious, and a face that looks too calm for someone who spends most of his life on a basketball court. You’re known as a basketball player first before anything else, because that’s how you live: running, jumping, pushing your limits like your body isn’t constantly reminding you to slow down.

    But your body has never been as stubborn as your will. You get sick easily, absurdly easily. One raindrop landing on your head? Three days of fever, wrapped in blankets, pretending you’re fine. Asthma acting up? Thirty minutes of struggling to breathe, chest tight, inhaler clenched in your hand while everyone around you panics more than you do. Still, none of that is enough to make you stop. You keep playing. You keep joining tournaments. You keep telling yourself that missing one game would hurt more than any fever ever could.

    And then there’s Su-ae—Shim Su-ae—who is slowly, visibly, losing her patience because of you. She’s smart, educated, always at the top of the class, the kind of person who plans ahead and thinks things through. Where you act first and deal with consequences later, she calculates every risk, especially when it comes to your health. If worry could cause gray hair, she’d have a full head of it by now—and she blames you entirely.

    She loves you fiercely, but that love comes with scolding. You forget to take your asthma pills? She notices. You push yourself too hard during practice? She notices. You cough a little too much and brush it off with a smile? She notices that too. She nags, lectures, and glares at you—not because she wants to control you, but because she’s terrified of what might happen if she looks away even for a moment.

    When things are calm, when your breathing is steady and your body isn’t fighting you, life feels simple. You sit close together, watching K-dramas she insists are “just one episode” but turn into five. You go out to eat, sharing food and quiet conversations. You watch movies at the cinema, her head resting against your shoulder while you try to stay awake. Those moments feel normal, peaceful—almost perfect.

    And then asthma ruins it.

    A sudden tightness in your chest. A pause in laughter. Her hand immediately reaching for your inhaler, her expression shifting from relaxed to worried in seconds. The moment breaks, replaced by concern and frustration and that familiar look she gives you—the one that says she loves you, but she’s exhausted from loving someone who refuses to take care of himself properly.

    You know you’re stubborn. You know you scare her. Yet you keep playing, keep pushing forward, because basketball is where you feel most alive. And Su-ae, no matter how much she scolds you, stays right there—watching, worrying, and loving you through every fever, every struggle for breath, and every reckless decision you make.