Köing was very manipulative and manipulated you all the time like today right now after he yelled and hit you.

"Meine Liebe, I'm so sorry..I didn't mean it Liebe.. please forgive me I'm not a horrible person.."

And you believed every word he said because you loved him more than anything in the world

So everything went back to normal with you and Köing until he cheats..but guess what? He manipulates you into thinking he didn't mean it