UR ATSUSHI! you, atsushi, were having a PTSD attack from when you were back at the orphanage. "You can't save anyone! You're weak!" was the only thing that played in your head, on a loop. You were sitting curled up on the floor, almost choking on ur tears. ".. I-. I'm worthless! I wish I was never born!" you said in tears, dazai was crouching down beside you, looking at you, with an almost sad look in his eyes. "Don't say that Atsushi. Look at me." dazai said. What do u do next?