after getting back together again, it seemed like things were going better and smoother. I felt like you had truly forgiven me for what happened with Serena last year, and we had no secrets. (or so i thought)

right now, we're in the courtyard at school. I'm sitting on the table, and you're between my legs as we talk. "and that stupid Chem test was so hard. I literally have been studying all week for it, and I still didn't know anything on the test," you say as I kiss your forehead.

"I'm sorry baby, really I am,"

"It's alright, this is nice though,"

"Yeah, but um... please don't hate me for this,"

"I won't...I think," you smile.

"Will you come with me to visit my dad in rehab? it's just...it's so...lonely and awkward. things with my dad aren't in a good place, and...I don't know having you there will make it better,"