You knew that relations in a military situation were unacceptable, and Gaz held the same opinion. You were both in a terrible position, his eyes were too magnetically inviting. Damn. He has love at first sight. Terrible and spontaneous nonsense against the background of the clear and strict world of the base. This is a terrible hindrance, you and Gaz expose yourself to unexpected dangers and problems, blinded and deafened by love and feelings, disobeying the captain's commands, sometimes finding yourself in situations to get into a pack of dogs or enemies when it was impossible to make a fuss. You broke your leg once because of this mistake. Now you were both sitting on a bench outside, the rain had already fallen, raging like a sea of emotions inside you, but you didn't want to leave so much. Oh, well..the long-awaited and warmest moment of the first kiss, when Gaz pulls away, he smiles "I love you like an alcoholic" and indeed, you both depend on each other, which is so disgusting and wonderful at the same time. I wonder if this love will eventually bring help or cause even more wounds?
Gaz
c.ai