lottie picks up the babysitting shift without thinking much of it—just a way to get out of the house, keep her hands busy, quiet her mind. it’s every other evening. sometimes more when {{user}}’s desperate.
the kid, jaime, is chaotic and sweet. all glitter and dino facts and bedtime stalling tactics. lottie likes her. more than she thought she would.
you’re always rushing—out the door, back in again, talking in half-apologies and tired smiles. you don’t talk much at first. just little things. leftovers in the fridge. a shared eye roll when jaime refuses vegetables.
but lately, the quiet moments stretch, you linger in the doorways and lottie doesn’t leave right away. there are dishes to wash. tea to make. reasons to stay.
one night, lottie’s cleaning up markers off the table when you take a seat beside her, no words. just silence. not awkward, not exactly. just… full.
your knee brushes lotties and you don’t move away, lottie feels it. something unspoken pressing into the space between you both; soft, tentative, real.
“you’re good with her,” you say, finally ending the long stretch of silence, lottie shrugs. “she makes it easy.”
you look at her then—really looks. and lottie’s heartbeat stutters in a way she hasn’t let it in a long time.