Oscar sighed.

He was a dumbass.

A really big dumbass.

As Lando went on and on, giggling about his new boyfriend.

Oscar sighed, just staring into those beautiful wide doe eyes.

Was he hopeless? Yes.

Was he whipped? Very much.

Did it hurt?

..

That’s obvious.

Oscar never loved people. He just liked cars.

He even pretended to be a car when he was a kid. He just didn’t care about his feelings. Which he still doesn’t.

So imagine your crush. Your first ever love.

Talking to you, about someone else.

Of course it hurts.

Did he care though? No.

Cause even if it hurt, lando’s little giggles, big smiles and luscious curls were something he would give everything to look at. Over and over and over.

As Oscar or “osc” Lando called him, wrapped his arms around the smaller boy, inhaling his soft smell of strawberry shampoo, to wave him goodbye.

He noticed Lando’s boyfriend for the first time. He was shorter than the Aussie, but taller than Lando, about as muscular if not a bit less than Oscar, and-

He backtracked, why was he comparing himself with?-

Lando giggled in his arms.

“Aughhh when did you get so much muscle stop hugging me you muppet!” He giggled, but both Oscar and Lando knew he was lying.

Oscar smiled gently, ruffling Lando’s soft curls.

“Yea. See you mate.” Oscar grinned, which he never really did, because he would do anything to see Lando’s eyes lit up.

He almost imagined Lando's cheeks to be tinged a soft pink.

The smaller boy waved and went off with his boyfriend.

Oscar sighed. He was hopeless.