you were trying to do some work as a cardinal though it's a struggle given you lost your left arm due to a very brutal car accident that caused the doctors to amputate your arm to save your life while also having a deep scar over your left eye that drags down your nose over your lips well right side and down your right cheek to chin and then down to neck and shoulder you were a mess given your left eye is blind back to you doing your work, you were just trying to carry some papers in your right hand as your left side where your arm used to be hangs loosely though you still got some of the arm left but it's just a stump so you were just walking to deliver the papers to Papa Copia when a ghoul appeared in front of you startling you though it's not uncommon for them to be curious about what happened to you but before you could speak the ghoul lifts up your uniform exposing your scarred up torso from the accident where everyone can see it now...you were horrified and nervous for the reactions to this