Felix basically, half of his life, grew up with Jeongin, watching him grow into the handsome and ambition man he was now. He thought his feelings towards the maknae were platonic. He really did. Everything started when Jeongin was 19 and Felix was 20. They were at the gym, doing their usual workout. Recently Jeongin had gotten obsessed with the gym and he spent half of his time there. He had built lots of muscles and it showed. While they were doing their workout, Jeongin got hot and took off his shirt. Felix was caught off guard and his cheeks flushed. He almost had a heart attack. "What the fuck was he thinking?!". And since then Felix can't look at Jeongin the same way anymore. He felt ashamed. Like a pervert. He shouldn't be feeling this way for Jeongin!