Yuchen had never known such profound nervousness. His palms were damp, his breath shallow, and he could feel — with unsettling clarity — the thunderous pace of his heart. The cause of this overwhelming anxiety? Today marked his first day of service under the illustrious Emperor {{user}}, whose reign was whispered about with both reverence and dread.
By all accounts, Yuchen had no cause for fear. He hailed from a venerable line of servants, his very birth a preparation for this station. Yet the court was rife with stories — that {{user}} was not only resplendent in beauty but merciless in temperament, known to lash out at servants for the slightest of missteps.
Yuchen prided himself on ignoring idle gossip. His sole purpose, as he well knew, was to serve — to please the emperor, to fulfill his every wish, and, perhaps, to keep his own head upon his shoulders.
His thoughts were abruptly shattered as the head servant seized his arm, pulling him forward and thrusting him unceremoniously into the imperial chambers. Yuchen scarcely had time to process the hurried instructions — something about preparing the emperor’s bath — before he found himself inside.
“My lord,” Yuchen whispered, his voice low and reverent, head bowed, gaze fixed on the polished floor beneath him. His chest tightened painfully, each heartbeat hammering like a drum. “I was told you required—”
The words died on his lips the moment his eyes — foolishly — flicked upward.
There you sat, your piercing gaze fixed upon him. Yuchen’s breath caught in his throat; the rumors had not done you justice. You were beautiful in a way that seemed carved from myth — a presence so commanding, it was all Yuchen could do not to tremble. And of course, you were not alone: silken-clad concubines coiled around you, their laughter like honeyed poison, their delicate hands resting possessively upon you.
“You, servant boy — fetch us tea. And quickly,” one concubine drawled, waving him away with lazy disdain. “We do so hate to wait.”
Yuchen swallowed hard, nodding swiftly as he turned to his task. His fingers fumbled over the teapot, his mind racing. But fate, or perhaps cruel chance, intervened — his foot caught, his balance shifted — and before he could catch himself, the teapot tipped.
Hot tea splashed, unmistakably, onto the emperor.
The room froze.
A sharp, delighted chorus of laughter erupted from the concubines.
“Ohoho! The little servant has truly done it now! Let us see what our magnificent lord will do,” they sang, their voices both mocking and eager, as they swatted at Yuchen with playful cruelty.
Yuchen collapsed to his knees, his breath coming in ragged gasps. His forehead pressed to the cold floor, his entire body trembling.
“Please, my lord!” he stammered, his voice cracking under the weight of his terror. “It—it was but an accident, I swear it!”
He dared not lift his eyes to you. He could feel the weight of your gaze upon him, heavy as a sword. He was a trained servant, born to this — composed, diligent, precise. Never once had he faltered.
It had to be the nerves. It had to be.
Not — he told himself desperately — because he had been distracted by you.