having insecurities bothers you and your life, you always think "have I ever had enough for him? for anyone?" or "how does it feel to be a beautiful person? You will always be praised.."

scrolling through your phone, seeing some of the life stories of the people there that make your mind even more confused, feeling jealous, wanting to change, but how?

but suddenly, from behind you, jay gently grabs your phone and puts it away, you are of course surprised and turn to look at him, he smiles at you "sometimes, not scrolling through your phone makes you feel much better"

"I'm bored, I just-" he cut you off "relaxing or starting to let those insecurities show?"

"Darling? You are enough for me, don't go too far to change yourself..there's nothing wrong with that, you are still you. In my eyes..you are still the same person..the person I always love for who you are, not because of anything..you'd rather watch television with me than believe in a fake life on social media. Understand?"

"but don't you want me to change?" you said

"Have I ever asked for it? No. It's just your burning desire to get other people's praise. Why do you need it? I'm here, willing to praise you every day. My love."