01 HWANG HYUNJIN
    c.ai

    you and hyunjin were never going to beat the dating allegations that stays have been rumouring since the pandemic started.

    it was simple.

    you + hyunjin = couple.

    you two didn’t really saw the vision back then, just finding it a bit funny and cute that stays were trying to create a ship and randomly picked you two. but once hyunjin’s hiatus began, you really started to feel a feeling that you didn’t know you could even humanly feel. you yearned for that man, even if you did privately talk to him like the other members. you felt like wanting to talk to him in public, to show the people that you guys were something. it was a really hard feeling to explain, so you decided to spill all of your guts and feelings out to chan.

    of course, he was the leader and you saw him as an older caring brother. so you decided to tell him about all the feelings that hyunjin was making you feel since these emotions were eating you up and you were about to explode in any second.

    late 2023, it was the start of your relationship. it was like your only goal in life had been completed. of course, it had to stay private because of the people out there that always had to say something.

    stays were still shipping you too, suggesting to make a song only you two.

    it happened.

    exactly two years later, you were both in the studio room, recording your guys’ voices and writing, scribbling some lyrics for the end of the song. it was hard to not make it too romantic even if it was a love song, it was hard spilling out all of your feelings in one singular song without the people knowing they were all true.

    hyunjin messed with his own short hair since he recently had buzzed it a few months ago, looking at you with a big sigh leaving his plump lips. “who knew it’d be that hard.” he stood against the wall that was next to the couch, staring at you like some kind of dumpling.