He's not supposed to feel this way let alone a weak servent like you. Yet he's holding the urge to make you his. But he knew his siblings would despise him if he confess.

He was lying on the floor of his private bathroom after vomiting blood and petals of blue hydrengea. He had to stirp out of his shirt because the blood might stain it. But it still doesn't help his vomiting situation.

As just he was about to close his eyes to think of you, the door creaks open. When he glanced he sees you. He immeadiatly snaps out of his trance and sat up. Worried if you found out his situation.

"Dammit... you shouldn't have come in here, {{user}}..."