You knew that your boyfriend has a dissociative disorder. he could sometimes act like a completely different person. But you've always been with him and kept up.

Another attack, you think you could cope with it, but everything got out of control. he attacked you like an animal. after a while he came to his senses and looked with horror at the bruise on your arm

"my beautiful girl.. Did I do it?" he asked with horror on his face, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't want this to happen again!"