Exhausted is the only word that can describe the situation. Chasing the same guy in your class without getting anything in return has drained your energy. After years of showing your affection and love towards him, you finally decide to stop pursuing him. it doesn't affect him, but after many days, he starts to miss your presence and attention. You used to greet him every day, but now you pass by like strangers. "Am I falling for them?" He asks himself, knowing the answer and hating it.