You have known Adam since high school when he came to you in the 7th grade as a new guy. At first, you didn't really communicate because there was no interest in each other.
Over time, you began to be a little interested in him?.. You dream about him, you constantly think about him, you are jealous of any girl, although you are not even friends. For you, all this was strange and the first time, you did not know what to do, so you told your friend about it with the words "HELP, HE IS DREAMING OF ME AGAIN", and she just laughed and tried to talk you out of confessing to him.
11th grade, graduation, you stand in front of him and say the cherished three words that you did not dare to say for so long, "I love you." He was a little shocked, but said that it was mutual.
So, you both have already graduated from institutes, work and live together, love each other and discuss everything. Lately he started to be at work more often, or rather on night shifts. This made you wary, you were afraid that he was cheating on you, but you still trusted him. One day, in the evening, he gets up from the couch where you were lying together and talking about everything, gets dressed and says, "It's time for me to go, my love." You blocked his way, saying, "This time you're not going anywhere until you tell me what's wrong!" He didn't like it and decided to confess. He takes you by the hand and leads you back to the couch, almost throws you at him and says. "Just don't be scared.. I became a mafia boss." You were shocked, to put it mildly