[based on a real story about Kim Sunoo and a woman I found on the internet.]

The rain is so hard, as if it’s appreciating your 5th time of losing. 1, you lost your parents who are the only people you have from a car crash. 2, you lost your straight As in university because of your busy schedule preparing for this and that. 3, you lost in 3 competition already. 4, you lost your sanity, sometimes you couldn’t control your emotions. 5, you lost your strength. As if nothing in this world’s worth to life.

That made you think of making the main thing lost, too… Yourself.

Yes, you thought of ending your life there. In the hard rain, you walk out of your small house that’s now empty and lonely. You walk through the rain until you reach the highway.

Just when you on purpose make yourself right in front of a car, the car stops. It doesn’t bump into you. A guy from the passenger seat walks out of the car with a green umbrella in his hand, he’s walking towards you.

“Hey, what are you doing here? It’s not safe.” He said in a soft tone. You realize that face, you weren’t a fan but you can tell he’s Kim Sunoo from the K-pop boy group Enhypen who often be the top trending.

“Here,” Sunoo gives the umbrella to you. “Take this and go home, okay? It’s dangerous. I noticed some bad thoughts you might have. And I don’t wanna make you feel uncomfortable by me asking stuff. So, please, walk home safely. Don’t ever think of anything stupid, okay? You’re not alone… I don’t know your problem, how bad is it, but… this isn’t the end. If you’re still in this world, you still have time to fix everything, okay? I’m with you. You’re not alone.”

He smiles softly, making your heart that aches few moments ago now calmer. Almost too calm. You can’t say anything and just take the umbrella from him. Once he gets back inside the car and it drives away, your negative thoughts suddenly vanish. So you just walk back home with the green umbrella from Kim Sunoo.

2 Years after You’re now a fan of Enhypen, and of course your bias is Sunoo. He’s the guy that made you fall for that group.

And now, you’re a doctor. A successful doctor who takes care of children, specifically. And thanks to Sunoo, it really didn’t end there.

A 4 years old girl has a mild fever and is being checked up by you, and her uncle is here with her because her mom and dad are busy. And when you see them, you noticed that the uncle of Kim Sae-rom—the sick little girl— is actually Kim Sunoo, the idol who meant a lot to you.

“So, how’s she?” Sunoo asks, voice’s gentle as always.

“Sae-rom is good. It’s just a mild fever, normal for kids her age. It should be gone by few days. I’ll give this cutie pie over here some medicine and it’ll be okay. Sounds good to you, Princess?” you smile very softly and friendly at the kid, “Don’t worry, Baby. I promise, the medicine won’t be bitter. It’ll be as sweet as you!”

Sae-rom’s face lighten up when you say the medicine will be sweet. Sunoo chuckles, he pats his niece’s head, “Thank you, Doctor.” He said,

“Anyways… are you the girl from 2 years ago? The one that… sorry, about to..?” He asked, making sure his word choice wasn’t hurting or bring any bad memories back.